Today is the first day and second post on this new blog system.. Haiz.. i seriously need help on such blogging stuff lar... wth... anywayz.. I am starting to hate myself for some decision which i made in the past few weeks.... ok firstly, i kinda got infactuated with this girl called A, but then deep down somewhere,my heart is asking me to not give up on this particular girl called B... Haiz... I noe nothing is gonna come out of it but then i really want to give it a shot but dunno how? Omg B if u are reading this please forgive me... I have seriously done so many dumb things in the past few weeks that i really wanna just end my life here... But then again i really think that i am more or less set on you and that i will wait to death for you? Omg, can you ever forgive me? Haiz... Sorry A, but the conversion never took place and i am an asshole i know... But at ong's hse ytd i been thinking abt it alot, yar... Christmas day = New Resolution and New thinking... So i have decided... Althought i am the biggest jerk in town, i still wanna go For you B!!!! Haiz... There is seriously a song which can describe my feelings right now... haiz... but thats one thing which i always have problem with.... liking someone and infactuated with someone... B, the fact that i say i want to wait it out it because, i feel different... Its the first time i ever had such a feeling!! From a Guys school and this is wat i get? Wth... But yar, i am fairly sure that this isnt an infactuation anymore.. Its more than that.... haiz... Wat to do... Matters of the hearts are seriously hard to say.. So To B i am Sorry! haiz...

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