Hmm.. Still not forgetting abt the promise i made to u.... Yup... And never will... Anyways... Mid years result wasnt that bad!! at least i didnt screw up! and i improved!! Not bad.... Lols... Cant talk long... Damn post are getting shorter by the days... Haiz.. Oh yar... I got a scar on my head!!! beacuse of bball... Sprained an ankle... Also because of bballl... Damn....

I cant stop myself.... hmm... super tired now... didnt sleep for the whole of ytd... shit man... i really dunno what i want man... but yar... lets just leave it as i can t.... Haiz. Mids are coming and i am still like that... Screw it man... Lost....

Haiz... Is it supposed to feel this way?? I wonder why...

Seriously.. What is wrong with the people this days? Haiz.. Dunno lar... seriously, people should be more snesitive to what they say to friends and what so ever... Just couldnt understand why in the world would u want to say hurtful stuff to ur friends.... Haiz.. Whatever lar... Not as though i am not used to it alrdy... Haiz... Freaking back injured again... Haiz.. Frisbee lor... Haiz... Heck of a game, heck of a fun but heck of a pain in the end... Haiz. Whatever lar.. Insignificant liao.. So why bother? haiz... Not as if it will affect anyone lor... Haiz... Losing my inner self again... Why? Dunno... Still in the process of figuring out... Haiz.. seriously, running is the only salvation i have.. So keep running man... So wat if injured? At least it numbs it... And numbs other elements too... Haiz... Yup... not that it matters anymore...

Dunno what to put as the title... Really.. Life has been very routine for me... Study Study Study Run Run Run Frisbee Frisbee Frisbee.... Recently just realised abt smth... It doesnt pay to make a mistake... Hell with it.... Move on?? If it was that easy... Want to run away... Like forever... From Everything And In PARTICULAR ONE FACT.... Why must it happen when the locations are so close? Seriously... Trying hard not to hate but ... 2.4 Km PB again.. Thanks to my ODAC friends... Motivation and training from them cos i really cant run at the track pace.... NS... Please come early... At least can run away from my problems... RUNNING IS THE DRUG BUT THE PAIN IS TOO GREAT TO BE NUMBED....

Haiz.. Broken Back due to consistent javelin throwing and napfa... shit... hurts like hell now... seriously.. Nothing else to say except the stress is building up again and A levels is just ard the corner.

Hmm... Long Time since i last updated my blog... But then, like has seriously taken its toll for the worse... Ok.. I really dunnno where to start... seriously... Life is seriosuly a mess now... JC life? Seriously regretted coming in... Why? Seriously filled with stressed... To think that i thought JC was fun in the first year... Seriously... What the hell man... Results for CT? Screwed... Freak lar... I really dunno how lar... Really starting to regret doing orientation... Haiz... furthurmore i am really worried that i cant do well for my A's lar... NTU is my dream... But that dream somehow feels so far away... Got severe hand shaking problems due to stress alrdy!! What the hell!!!! Really can't relax lar! Haiz... then as if my problems werent enough... you had to appear in my life! Althought i cant really cfm it but, hell, with u in my life it has seriously taken a toll on me... For all the times that u made me angry, made me laugh, make me worry for u, seriosuly i dun mind... amazingly u manage to move a big dumb boulder like me to understanding something deeper to life! Yup... @!$# but the sad thing is I am scared to take the first step at least until my A's are over.. But hell, ur appearance has made my life change... Shucks.... Body is starting to crumble too... Ankle and ligament are both injured... Seriously can really tell.... Run also must endure the Sharp Pain... Arrgh.. What the hell lar... I can't be bothered lar... As if the world will be lesser place without me... Back pain due to Javelin worse... Haiz.. Talking abt javelin... i think i will have to let go of it soon.. Studies seriously have to come first.. So goodbye to my wife the javelin... Haiz... Really thanks to Olivia.. She really was there for me when i was literally at the most down period of my life.. No expression can ever express the amount of gratitute i have for her... You are seriously a lighthouse lighting up my way when i am at the darkest moment!! Thanks olivia.... Also.. Yup of course not forgetting the PIG! Eh Pig lets work hard together for our results!! can de!! For our dreams!! Lets chiong!! Haiz... Got to mug liao.. Next post will be like erm... dunno when so keep a look out!!

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